Post by dargan on Jul 16, 2009 21:42:12 GMT -5
Why.... Why do I have to be here right now? I'm not a pawn for you... I'm not just a tool you can use to fight your battles from your high rise apartment building, sleeping in your comfortable bed. You don't get your hands dirty, you don't work yourself to a bloody pulp for what you believe is right... Why should I? All I get is locked up in that room when I go back.. I'll fight your battles for you, but in return I want to be free to do whatever I want. Release me from these chains.
Those words trickled through the Odyssian's mind like a slow running stream. He wasn't usually that articulate, but words seemed to be the only way he could get through to them. Pain resulted in nothing but more isolation. Fighting was useless. Their beliefs, they were theirs, not his. Sure he'd grown accustomed to having it beaten into his skull every day, but why should he believe in anything they've ever told him?
In return for his willing participation in these so called 'missions' he'd get a few hours free time to do as he pleased, as long as he arrived at the right spot on time, and did what he had to do. This would continue to happen, as long as he obeyed orders.
Green eyes narrowed and a snarl pulled at his muzzle. He gritted his teeth and glared through the train window. The car was empty except for a few stragglers at the back, who seemed to be staying well away from Samael. Then again, he didn't blame them much. Why would anyone want to get close to a seven foot monstrosity like him? He was a killer after all, or at least he'd been taught to be. It didn't matter really, to him it was just another chance to watch someone bleed.
He placed a paw on the window, feeling the vibrations from the train, and listening intently to the echoes that the express made as it passed through a tunnel. Souds from all over resonated, whispers, voices, radio music from the streets. He could hear it all. He could smell them, their putrid mixed scents stinging his nostrils. Especially the train itself. So many had been here, had left their scents imbedded in the seats and rubber mats, in the dull metal... It was disgusting. At the same time though, it gave him critical information about what was going on around him. Things he'd been missing.
Lock anyone up in a cage for so long, and they'd be just as violent as him. Feed them drugs and chemicals, shoot them up with who the hell knows what, implant things in them.. Like a fucking lab rat. They'd be just as mentally disturbed as Sam right? Not that he really minded being stronger than just about everyone else. He could pick up a car and throw it if he had to. Crush bones with one hit. Smell a target from over a mile away and track them for ever. All of that was nice and all, but why did they have to do this to him? He'd never asked to be born a freak.
The train came to a stop back at the station, the final stop for the night. He'd been for hours, getting a good layout of the city. He had a good idea already from the maps he'd been shown, but it was better to know landmarks by sight.
Sam got up from his seat, stretching a little, and placing his sunglasses back on. His shoulders hunched up as he slipped through the door and out into the express station, looking around agitatedly. They'd been here looking for him, he could smell it. What? Didn't they trust him to do what he was supposed to do? Probably not. Oh well, if they wanted to spend their time looking for him, that was their problem. He had better things to do.
He pushed the doors open, walking out and down the station stairs and down the street, heading towards the infamous Gates.
Those words trickled through the Odyssian's mind like a slow running stream. He wasn't usually that articulate, but words seemed to be the only way he could get through to them. Pain resulted in nothing but more isolation. Fighting was useless. Their beliefs, they were theirs, not his. Sure he'd grown accustomed to having it beaten into his skull every day, but why should he believe in anything they've ever told him?
In return for his willing participation in these so called 'missions' he'd get a few hours free time to do as he pleased, as long as he arrived at the right spot on time, and did what he had to do. This would continue to happen, as long as he obeyed orders.
Green eyes narrowed and a snarl pulled at his muzzle. He gritted his teeth and glared through the train window. The car was empty except for a few stragglers at the back, who seemed to be staying well away from Samael. Then again, he didn't blame them much. Why would anyone want to get close to a seven foot monstrosity like him? He was a killer after all, or at least he'd been taught to be. It didn't matter really, to him it was just another chance to watch someone bleed.
He placed a paw on the window, feeling the vibrations from the train, and listening intently to the echoes that the express made as it passed through a tunnel. Souds from all over resonated, whispers, voices, radio music from the streets. He could hear it all. He could smell them, their putrid mixed scents stinging his nostrils. Especially the train itself. So many had been here, had left their scents imbedded in the seats and rubber mats, in the dull metal... It was disgusting. At the same time though, it gave him critical information about what was going on around him. Things he'd been missing.
Lock anyone up in a cage for so long, and they'd be just as violent as him. Feed them drugs and chemicals, shoot them up with who the hell knows what, implant things in them.. Like a fucking lab rat. They'd be just as mentally disturbed as Sam right? Not that he really minded being stronger than just about everyone else. He could pick up a car and throw it if he had to. Crush bones with one hit. Smell a target from over a mile away and track them for ever. All of that was nice and all, but why did they have to do this to him? He'd never asked to be born a freak.
The train came to a stop back at the station, the final stop for the night. He'd been for hours, getting a good layout of the city. He had a good idea already from the maps he'd been shown, but it was better to know landmarks by sight.
Sam got up from his seat, stretching a little, and placing his sunglasses back on. His shoulders hunched up as he slipped through the door and out into the express station, looking around agitatedly. They'd been here looking for him, he could smell it. What? Didn't they trust him to do what he was supposed to do? Probably not. Oh well, if they wanted to spend their time looking for him, that was their problem. He had better things to do.
He pushed the doors open, walking out and down the station stairs and down the street, heading towards the infamous Gates.