Post by Rook on Sept 24, 2009 1:02:33 GMT -5
So here's some stuff, late at night. An apology of sorts I guess. Lately I gotta admit, not only have events conspired against my internet on several occasions, I've just generally felt a lack of motivation to do anything, especially devote my time to running a forum RPG.
My focuses simply turned elsewhere, and they are still mainly turned elsewhere, but the fact remains that I miss this place, and I feel guilty for leaving something I care so much about to rot.
I know this is unfair, but I feel in he long run it's more unfair to myself than to anyone else, I put a lot of time into this place and to abandon is pretty much sticking a middle finger at my time- and then of course there are all the contributions people have made here over the past...two years already? One and a half at least? Almost. It has to be.
So with this, I relcutantly post my return, an eventual renaissance, and a return to the plot that I planned.
My most sincere apologies go out to Adeline, who has survived not one but several cop outs on my part, and the crop of new members that made me smile, knowing that even when I'm not hovering around the place, it still means something to somebody out there.
A further explaination for my lethargy is a turn to more liberating creative projects, including an animated series based on the Angels settings and my original characters.
However THIS Angels still remains important to me, but I must warn that when I come back my first focus will be on writing. To become passionate about something, you have to remind yourself why you loved it.
So the one thing you can do to help out at this point, if you feel inclined is to RP with me, and plot with me personally. That's all I want. Considor it a healing period.
After that I will turn to the bigger picture. Why? Because the main reason I've gotten worn out on this place is because I've worn myself out. I cannot do everything by myself. and I cannot have as much control as I've been trying to excercise, I cannot force people to be interested in my RPG. They have to come.
So apologies for post poning the plot further, it has not been abandoned and you may still direct questions at me, but please be patient while I regroup and try to recapture my characters.
My focuses simply turned elsewhere, and they are still mainly turned elsewhere, but the fact remains that I miss this place, and I feel guilty for leaving something I care so much about to rot.
I know this is unfair, but I feel in he long run it's more unfair to myself than to anyone else, I put a lot of time into this place and to abandon is pretty much sticking a middle finger at my time- and then of course there are all the contributions people have made here over the past...two years already? One and a half at least? Almost. It has to be.
So with this, I relcutantly post my return, an eventual renaissance, and a return to the plot that I planned.
My most sincere apologies go out to Adeline, who has survived not one but several cop outs on my part, and the crop of new members that made me smile, knowing that even when I'm not hovering around the place, it still means something to somebody out there.
A further explaination for my lethargy is a turn to more liberating creative projects, including an animated series based on the Angels settings and my original characters.
However THIS Angels still remains important to me, but I must warn that when I come back my first focus will be on writing. To become passionate about something, you have to remind yourself why you loved it.
So the one thing you can do to help out at this point, if you feel inclined is to RP with me, and plot with me personally. That's all I want. Considor it a healing period.
After that I will turn to the bigger picture. Why? Because the main reason I've gotten worn out on this place is because I've worn myself out. I cannot do everything by myself. and I cannot have as much control as I've been trying to excercise, I cannot force people to be interested in my RPG. They have to come.
So apologies for post poning the plot further, it has not been abandoned and you may still direct questions at me, but please be patient while I regroup and try to recapture my characters.
